my side of the story... wanna hear it?: September 2008

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

yh feels:

- moody
- EMO (yea, i'm EMO... any problems...?!)
- frustrated
- depressed
- easily irritated
- hurt
- like sh*t
- like smacking someone
- like giving up on studies
- like crap
- it's better to just shut his own mouth
- why should he care so much
- why he was born with a conscience

that pretty much sums up how i've been feeling lately... yea, that's right... i shouldn't be here... my trials are still going on... but wtf... i don't care... life's a bit*h... i just have to somehow deal with it... anyways... i'd like to sum it up in a song... i have been listening to it very much lately... absolutely love the melody, the vocals and of course the LYRICS...

"Say Goodbye"

Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna here those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
Our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge:]
And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

[Repeat Chorus]

[Altro:]
Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye