short update... past few days and the weeks after the holidays up till now have been nothing but problematic... although the lower form 6 orientation was fun, but problems seem to crop up regardless whether the committee has done a good job or otherwise... it seems that someone has been the main cause of the problem because he/she is not included in the program... let me clarify something here;
you are not included because:
1) you were NOT selected as the organizing committee member
2) you are NOT the A.J.K for the society
3) you are a pain in the arse because of your busybody-ness
so, it is evident that you are NOT welcomed to join the program whether you like it or not... we, the A.J.Ks did not take any action to evict you because we find it pointless to start an argument with a rotten egg like you...
since orientation is over, two problems have cropped up for me... one professionally as a prefect and one of a more personal interest... i would not like to comment on the professional side of the problem as this is an open blog... even thought i get close to no readers, i do not want to take a risk... heck, i might wake up one day with a lawsuit thrown at my face for defamation... all i want to say about it is that, the Board is working to make the new Board a better one... changes are inevitable... moving on, on the personal side, i found out i really suck in this department... what i truly mean, you try to figure it out yourself okay...? branching out, i cannot convey my messages to people with personal interest with clarity... therefore, people get what i'm trying to say all wrong... but nonetheless, the is a small silver lining behind this cloud of problem... teenage infatuation is a very tricky and complicated matter... one even the most experienced people will have trouble dealing with... me, being in the middle of it, gosh... it's terrible... but, i'm willing to take this as a lesson... will there be casualties...? of course... but i too hope they take it as life-enlightening lesson...
touching on teenage infatuation, i, myself am experiencing it... *blushes* i do not want to elaborate about it... shy larh... *sheepish smile*
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realization has kicked in... things are coming to an end for me... that is the one thing i hate about schooling life... schooling life is great for me because of the people i study and work with whether in a society or a body... the experience has left its mark in me... the people, the smiles, the laughters, the good times, the bad times, the most horrible of times, the tears, the anger, everything... we all go through it... but we go through it together... it has made it a bittersweet memory... i will never, ever forget my schooling life... doesn't matter whether i'm in La Salle or STAR, the experience will never be erased from me ever... although my present school is not to my liking because of the 'powerful' people and those in-charge, but i don't give two shyts about them... all i care about are my friends... and studies of course... thank you very much for making life so pleasurable... no words can describe my feelings right now... thank you from the bottom of my heart...
i type this with pure sincerity... my heart's a little sombre now... *Nickelback - Photograph playing on repeat in my playlist*
Every memory of looking out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Goodbye, goodbye.
I miss that town,
I miss the faces,
You can't erase,
You can't replace it,
I miss it now,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
Too hard to leave it.
If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing I would never change.
Every memory of looking out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Goodbye, goodbye.
bah... i've been pissy lately... so much so i have reduced my talk time to just a couple of words... but i'm just pissed with my family... particularly my dad and sis... but i won't divulge further... pointless to even talk about it... anyway, my thesaurus at home is reduced to "urh..." (sign of agreement), "whatever la..." (sign i don't care or ignoring), "YEA..." (in a loud tone; said after i repeated myself a few times and pissed off already), and a few more barely audible words... but no worries, i'm still me who is still crazy as usual... i'm just a little off-key...
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i just changed the song on my blog... kinda wanted to change the feel... IMHO... this (new) song is full of emotion... just because it's instrumental doesn't mean the composer/artist can't play an emotional song... in fact, i beg to differ... i find this song very *insert proper word*... most of you (probably) won't even like this song... it's of a very different genre... i suggest, take a listen to it and come up with your own deduction (damn, i hate the word 'deduction' ever since i learn form 6 maths)... even though i changed the song, i still like the old one... Ungu's Cinta Dalam Hati is beautiful... the lyrics is captivating... i will explain more about it later... till then, see ya...
