my side of the story... wanna hear it?: December 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
story told on 11:45 pm �

ok so... here i am starin at da com monitor wit ntg to do... in da end i decided to post somethin since nigel ask me y my blog not operatin... honestly la... operator very lazy wanna operate blog la... XD so i tried to come up wit somethin... n y not post bout my opinion?? somethin tht i see through my eyes n interperatate wit my brain...? somethin i would gladly say [without offendin anyone/parties] n not give a damn bout wat they say or think bout me? sounds good to me...

from wat i see, there r 3 types of ppl in this world... 1) da very good, angel-like ppl, 2) da normal ones n 3) da direct opposite of da num 1) type of ppl... if i had to categorize myself i would be in btwn num 1) n num 2)... ok la... im not DAT GOOD la... but im not dat bad either... but wat bout da ppl around me? surprisingly... [i actually hoped there r none of these ppl as my frens] i found a few num 3) type of ppl... i don wan to mention names or give any hints or pointers bout their identity cos its not nice... rude actually...

let me give an example... some of us like to do da lil stuff for others... things tht would put a smile on other ppls face... things tht would make them happy... i, for one like n don mind doin this for others... but then... da worse thing is... these ppl do not appreciate our effort n even scold/screw us for doin it... not mention they don even say 'thanks'... we do this out of pure sincerity... not askin for any kind of repayment... so y do this to us...? it all comes down to da nature of tht person... they jus don see da lil things... our actions r alwis inferior to theirs n they will alwis be superior than us in every way...

its a very simple to know who these ppl r... im quite sure everyone knows someone who is jus like dat... n some r even worse... guys especially... they alwis wanna act cool in front of da gals... come on la... changin ur attitude jus becos of some gurls is too much for me... plus when goin out in groups wit gurls... alwis doin wat they do n ignorin ur own guy frens... pls la... its obvious isnt it...? these ppl r DESPARATE... to them... gurls r everythin... makes me sick...

so... some of u r obviously pissed at me for this n some of u might agree wit wat i say... but for me... i don give a damn bout wat u think or say... u r da onli person who should judge urself n come out wit da verdict... if u think im a bastard, idiot n stupid then in ur eyes im... i cant change how u think jus becos u wan to believe so... i know who i am n i believe in myself... for da rest or u... condemn me if u like for i don really care...

*if this post offended anyone, i sincerly apologise*