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Thursday, April 17, 2008

ah shyts... i'm feeling anxious... no, no... it's not the happy-type anxious... it's the i-have-a-bad-feeling-about-this-type of anxious... it's similar to the feeling you get before you sit for a major exam and you are not prepared... it's like butterflies in the stomach... just that the butterflies have spikes on their wings... gah~ this is so suck... wondering why i'm feeling anxious...? it's just hours before i take off to the dreaded camp... literally, i'm dragging myself there... this is one camp i'm NOT looking forward to... *sigh* i wish i didn't have to go... really... i have to sacrifice so much... 3 tuition classes, physical chemistry test on tuesday, piling homework, studies for my mid-term... 3 days... 3 days i have to stay in camp... wait... not camp... it's hell surrounded by trees... so much can be done in 3 days... but no, i HAVE to go... and the best part is, we were ADVISED NOT to bring our phone, mp3 players, etc. wtfh...?! excuse me, i'm going for camp, NOT I.S.A DETENTION CAMP... for goodness sake you mofos, we are just prefects, NOT TERRORISTS... a little music and communication is not going to ruin the country LAH... thank you very much for further spoiling the experience... it's evident how much i'm not looking forward to this camp... today, my mom asked me whether i am bringing any snacks along to camp... i said no as it did not cross my mind... then it struck me... *pap!!* usually, i bring snacks whenever i go for camps/events/forums... but THIS TIME... i don't even bother to even think bout it... my mom understood perfectly why i'm reacting this way... she knows i dread going for this camp... *haih* i haven't even started packing my bag yet... and i still have to do my physics report as it must be handed in tomorrow... bag packing... wait... you know what... SCREW bag packing... it's just 3 f**king days... what the f**k am i worrying my arse off over this...? if those people have a problem with me, they will just have to live with it... feel like telling them, "if i throw you a stick, will you leave me alone...?" *exhales* well, i'm feeling calmer now... having said all that, i really need to start working on my report... god damn capacitors... !!>.<