Thursday, September 06, 2007
ahhh... looks like im back here... again... strange tho... i hardly blog last time... but now i seem to be bloggin more often... maybe becos im too free...? nah... cannot be... or is it becos im under loads of pressure...? nope... if im under pressure i would hav jus socked some random dude on da street in da face... or is it becos my bottled up feelin r jus explodin...? ah... yes... maybe tht's it... my observation r becomin more regular as now i observe many ppl n their actions... mostly if not all of those ppl r my frens... n i came up wit a conclusion: some ppl r jus plainly nice... here's da punch line... most of them r jus a bunch of actors... phony n very easy to see through (maybe jus to me la...)... some fail to see tht even though they r alwis wit them... i don know y but da onli reason/s i can think of is tht they r either very, very ignorant n patient or they jus cant notice no matter how obvious it is...
like i said be4... we all live in a world filled wit lies n deceit... now life would be borin if there were no drama n backstabbin rite...? this is where lies n deceit comes in... ppl lie n cheat to usually achieve they goal whether is personal or not... nvrtheless... thts life... tell me u hav nvr cheated n been cheated i would punch u in da face n call u a liar... all of us hav had our fair share of lyin n cheatin... bein cheated by someone u don like may hurt but not tht painful... but bein cheated n lied by some u love is reli painful n it literally SUCKS!! there is another case tho... watchin someone u love bein cheated, used, taken 4 granted n stepped over like a dirt rag doll... but... there is ntg u can do... ntg at all but watch like an innocent bystander ... helpless... watchin them suffer... their eyes... pleadin 4 help... ok ok... a lil too much drama there... XD
life is full of surprises... some r very surprisin, very nice surprises (pardon da pun...) n some kinda of an expected surprise... i don know how to explain this... its like when somethin surprises u but when u think it over u will go 'hey... i should hav expected tht...' get da pic...? haaaneway... after all this... i feel im losin faith in my frens... not all but some of them... their actions say a lot... i jus cant find tht 1 reason to make me trust them again... i don care who u r... u can be da smartest, most handsome, most beautiful, etc for all i care... if i lose faith in u... i don know if i can trust them ever again...
