my side of the story... wanna hear it?: little things matter the most... is there such a thing...?
Friday, August 31, 2007
story told on 10:11 pm �

in this world filled wit lies n deceit, does bein honest pay off...? jus think about it... when was da last time u acted honestly, didnt ask or expect anythin in return but u did get somethin in return from someone...? if u cant find da ans, welcome to my world... in my world, all u get for bein honest is ntg... totally ntg... not even a simple thank u... yes... not even tht... surprised...? hah... u actually shouldnt be... u see... gratitude comes very rarely... this is becos ppl dont know tht jus a lil thank u can mean so much to others... everytime someone does somethin good, they expect somethin in return... most of da time somethin tht can be bought wit money... ppls minds r now very materialistic... its all bout da money, da money n ntg but da money... is money tht important...? yes, money is important but in this case should it...?

quite noticeably is durin birthdays... among my frens i notice this sort of trend... especially among da gurls... whenever there is a birthday among da gurls, da birthday gurl will recieve A LOT of presents... n i mean a lot... ok... i can see many ppl throwin rocks n rotten eggs at my hse now... i know its not wrong to give presents but think about it... even though u can afford to buy presents how come u dont give presents to ALL ur frens when its their birthday/s...? or even better... do u even REMEMBER their birthdays in da 1st place...?? oh... so u jus 'happen' to 4get those ppl la... n wat rotten excuse r u goin to give...? no money? no time? c'mon... be a lil reasonable la... see... thts da thing most ppl dont realise... its not about GIVIN presents... its about REMEMBERIN about it... ask urself another thing... when was da last ime u actually took a minute (not much... jus A MIN...) to msg/email/p-msg ur frens to ask them how they r doin...? would it be too much to do tht...? is it tht troublesome...? 1 MINUTE... 1 FREAKING MINUTE~!! IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK..? WOULD IT KILL U...? all we (yes... includin me...) alwis do is rmmbr da ppl around us... those who r not r eventually n unfortunately 4gotten... sad story...? i dont think so... look deep into ur heart... u dont hav to tell anyone... nor do u hav to be honest wit anyone... jus be honest to urself...

i admit... i myself hav done this... i hate to admit it... but its da truth... i cant hide from it nor can i run from it... a fire continues to burn becos we take da effort to keep it alive... to kill it or make it grow so big tht it will eventually hurt us is to jus 4get bout it... we can lose frens even faster compared to makin new ones... n frens we lose we cannot replace wit new ones... its better to treasure da frens we hav now than regret later on... we don realise wat we hav until we lose them...