my side of the story... wanna hear it?: reli bad day... =(
Monday, June 18, 2007
story told on 7:18 pm �
today is a reli bad day... its 1 of those days when u wake up n go "i hav a reli bad feelin bout today"... da moment i woke up i had 1 sucky feelin... somethin told me things r goin to go horribly wrong... tru enuf... things DID go very wrong... i didnt go skol today becos i had to take my JPJ drivin test n today is da last day of orientation for da lower sixes... da highlight of today's orientation is da drama activity... my group however lack manpower... so da end result would not be as good or great as expected... i nvr reli had high expectations for my group as i knew they worked hard n i jus hoped thy had fun... da best drama title was not on my mind at all... but 1 thing i reli hoped for is tht my group would not go as da 1st or last group... reason: bein da 1st group would most likely kill their courage n bein last is as equally bad becos most of da audience would not pay attention anymore...

while i was waitin to take my road test (da hill, parkin n 3 corners test i passed =]) my group's facilitator (faci) SMSed me tellin tht my group tht they didnt get da best drama title... as i (kinda) expected i told my faci not to worry... but she told me tht my group members gave their best n they r kinda disappointed... plus... my group went last... tht was when i went "uh oh"... it was a bad sign... tru enuf... i then went for my road test... all went well... until... i made a mistake when i left da JPJ test centre... as i was exitin da centre i over-steered to da left n nearly entered da longkang... managed to avoid tht but da JPJ officer asked me to pull over... tht was da moment when (nearly) everythin came crashin down... he told me to leave da drivers seat as he is goin to drive... da reason behind it was wat happened earlier he noted down as dangerous drivin... he then asked me did i let go of da steerin wheel... i explained tht i didnt n i over-steered n i was reli nervous... after signin all da documents he took over da wheel n drove back to da centre... then he asked... "u 1st time ke?" so i said yea... he then asked me "u nervous ke?" i said yea... by da way he asked me i somehow got da feelin he wanted to let me continue da test but cant becos its wrong to do tht... he maybe felt bad becos of a small mistake i made n had to fail me... honestly... i felt like kickin myself tht time... i felt so disappointed n frustrated... it was tht moment when i realized tht da bad feelin i had this mornin somehow indirectly showed tht today is goin to be bad... but wat can i do... disappointed as i am, i still hav to face reality rite? looks like i hav to skip skol next monday to retake da test... sigh...